Me = emotionally fucking weak.Him = guy she's been fucking for a year
Her = girl who decided one day, apparently, that she was going to try out this whole "Serious relationship thing". Jumped at me because I looked like "The sensitive caring kind of guy" or something.
Little voice started speaking to me when he would try to goat her into sex and she would debate with herself over the phone. When I did things that felt right and she would just be annoyed. When she seemed to do things because it was just the right thing to do.
Fuck man. It seemed all fucking wrong to me, the little voice wasn't a little voice, but a big fucking ache in my stomach, all the fucking time. Goddamnit. I'm a moron. But I'm also pathetic, so I was hoping that I might be mistaken, because I've never been in a relationship, and, hey, maybe i was wrong. Fuck. Agh. Maybe he didn't fuck her last night. Doesn't really matter, he will soon. Oh well. Not much I can do about it. I don't really care about what stupid shit she does to herself now. Only problem is that the once unsubstantiated null Ian's ego is a now, more substantiated NULL. Anyways... thanks for the advice guys, I'll see what I do....
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~Anztac [ Pertinaciously disconsolate ]