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Sithiee 
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Posted on: Jan. 15 2001,01:18 |
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i hate it. theres this chick, who i am completely in love with (the reasons for, im not entirely sure of anymore), and yet she treats me like crap. love is cruel, why the hell would i fall in love with someone who is so mean? lets look at all the offenses.1) my cds. she lent me one of her most favorite cds (like prolly in her top 5) and i returned it the next day, in better condition (i replaced the case with parts from my own cd cases). i lend her 3 of my cds (all in like the top 20, and i have a lot of cds), Radiohead - Kid A, Soundgarden - Superunknown, Depeche Mode - Ultra. I got kid a back about a month later, because i gave her her own copy. I only just got my other two back (about 3 months later) and that was only because i nagged her so much. and where were they? she lent MY cds to some guy in maryland. she lent out my cds, which were not hers to lend. WTF???? 2) ignoring me. she does this all the time now (as opposed to when i first met her). every time i say something about it, its either a) i dont give her enough space b) she wasnt ignoring me or c) she has a lot of stuff going on right now. yeah, and my life lately has rocked (my best friend since 1st grade moved away, i have to deal with a teacher who is likely to fail me and make me not get into college, i have to apply to college...uh huh, just great). and yet, i dont ignore my friends at all. 3)ingratitude. im a seinor, so at my school im allowed to go off campus for lunch. she told me how she likes biscuits from kfc, and the last time i brought her one i got this "Are you trying to make me fat?? Jesus Rob, you are such an idiot" and then she just walked off. i spend my time and money to try to do something nice for her, and thats what i got. 4) i cant hate her. this makes me the most angry of all. she came over today to give me my cds back, and i was psyching myself up to tell her off, and i ended up apologizing to her, and while i did it, i was thinking "NO! you fool, PUT THE SMACKDOWN!!" but i failed. yeah, i know, i know, im totally fux0red up, but yeah. that ones been building up for a while. i hate love, and i wish i could turn it off. 
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Sithiee
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Posted on: Jan. 15 2001,08:19 |
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yeah, except i would fear for your safety...and leech is a very very good term. i forgot to add how she leeches off of me, money, rides, food, soda, yknow, just about anything i have on me...
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Sithiee
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Posted on: Jan. 15 2001,19:41 |
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observer, a lot of column a, a little of column band yeah, i wish i could tell her off...i have some sort of brain block on that though...its like, when i think "ok, its time to tell that slut whats what." it always comes out as "sorry"...i think all i want right now is for her to just completely leave me alone...of course thats not about to happen...today at lunch when i was eating with my friend, she had to come over and talk to my friend. he being an intelligent person left so that she would leave too...but then when he came back, she followed...and after listening to her blabbering on and on about herself, i got up to throw out my trash, and she stole my seat and said "hahaha im going to steal rob's seat" i figured she was trying to get a reaction out of me, so i just didnt come back until the period was over to get my stuff...i figure if i cant tell her off, ignoring her should get my point across....man, im pathetic...
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