ARGHHHHHHHH!!! AND I AM ONLY 8 DAYS OFF 6 MONTHS - I HAD TO CANCEL THE FUCKING 6 MONTH PRESENT AND EVERYTHING - GOD LIFE IS SHIT. ITS THE FUCKING PROM SOON AND NOW SHE WANTS TO GO AS FRIENDS - WHY MUST SHE TORTURE ME SO!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!"Now i'll have to jerk m'self off round the clock 'cos i 'aint gettin' no proper sex with girls"
and yet i cant help feeling somehow freed.. damnit stupid emotion shit. someone hurry up and invent my a body of iron and steel >
Now its back to drinking, playing depressing music and flirting with all known females again..
D'oh!!!