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Forum: Rants Topic: snap started by: Jynx Posted by Jynx on May 02 2002,23:53
why is it the bridle cannot be felt until it is latched tightwhy is it the coming of light brings pain why am i powerless to stop the unraveling snap ignorance is bliss a sheep in the herd has bliss a mind shut off has bliss why did i let mine be turned on i see the doublespeak i hear the doublethink i feel the reins pull tight please don't pull or it might don't you pull or it might please god pull it tighter so it snap i see the rope i hold onto fraying fibers straying, winding, unwinding, there goes one and one more with every look and every poke and every word you drag the knife across my soul you've got the reins and the bit is set where do you want me to go what do you want me to be the horse knows not the rider's plan but i am not the horse you want me to be anymore i do not believe anymore i do not think that way anymore i do not wish this life anymore the rope must hold it must it can't snap we're down to one thread, you and i only you don't see it twisting, turning how long will it hold with all the weight all the hate all the pressure how long can it withstand the knife why don't you see why can't i move please hold on you must hold on i'm not ready yes i am snap Posted by BlackFlag on May 03 2002,10:50
Unfortunately for me, ill never break. i just bend. I'm really fucking bent.
Posted by peregrin on May 03 2002,10:58
mr. jynx, you have reached my maximum of respect. i hold respect for very few, including myself. your words are heartfelt, and i truely appreciate the fact that you have the balls to post such things, and i enjoyed reading your thoughts. you deserve much applause. *clap-clap-clap*. also, i like your writing style. feel free to post other works you may be willing to share. this is where i feel that my 1 post/ month allowance would be best spent. see you all next month.
Posted by Jynx on May 03 2002,20:27
BF: My friend, I used to think that, too. Trust me: you have a breaking point--it's a black wall whose approach signals the end of life as you know it. You have it, you just don't see it. Pray you never do.peregrin: thanks for the reply, and the kind words. I hope you'll understand, however, when I say that I hope not to feel compelled to post in this style too often. This was a release valve on the pressure cooker - it was a vent of things that are, and a premonition of things to come. My hope is that I can pry the lid off the cooker before it blows, but if I can't.....I have been a prophet of my own life, and I just hope I can pick up the pieces after hitting that Wall. |