- getting up in the morning. Using the shaving gel that makes my skin itch, without knowing it would make me itch. Great.
- writing a philosophy exam about Hobbes. I think I never saw a text in philosophy that touched me less than this one.
- watching Lord of the Flies in English (old version). This was quite ok... but I've seen better movies.
- going to that opera rehearsal... read the thread if you wanna know the whole story in all it's suckishness.
- having argument with mom. reason: buying sweets in supermarket.
- learning for crappy biology exam, interrupted by people calling to ask me questions about "photosynthesis" and "eucytes"
- watching sex and the city. it was great as usual. realized I am like that chick miranda: just a big heap of loneliness and cynicism. (okay, my hair looks nicer than hers )
- I accidentally sprayed some stuff into my left eye.
- sitting here knowing I should get to bed but not getting myself to it. oh, and I have to clean my room because tomorrow our cleaning woman will come which means I won't be able to find anything on my desk tomorrow afternoon.

tomorrow (still in planning):
- getting up at 5.45 am. hauling my saxo to school with me, across town in the metro.
- having a school day of law, sports, politics and biology. highlights will be: probably getting hit again with a volleyball square in the face like last week; a 90-minute politics class; a biology exam. Not talking about the people snorting at me on the stairs because after sports my hair/makeup is a mess, and my one ex-friend not talking to me but just laughing about me.
- a saxophone lesson which will take the last of my nerve.
- traveling home with the saxo.
- showering and getting downtown again.
- probably falling asleep in a jazz concert. Damn, I really love Diana Krall, and I've been looking forward to this concert for ages, not even mentioning that fact that I am broke and literally scratched together my last money for the ticket. but I'll be too tired to enjoy it.
- getting home alone in the metro at around 11 pm. being glad to get home without being bothered/robbed/even worse. getting up at 6am on thursday.

Sorry. I just needed to vent that out. Yes, I am frustrated. Yes, I have issues. Yes, I need some kindness... badly.

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LiNeY Croft - Fridge Raider

Sorry, but long range hugs don't help or I'd sned one out.
Time for music I think.
Hmm. S. McClachlan or Massive Attack - 'Protection'.

.... M.A. wins.

Cheer up girl. Do something YOU enjoy and kick something less important out of the way. Anything not related to sleeping, breathin, food, or the Good Thang isn't important.

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All that I know there was no God for me
Force that shatters all, absence of mortality

so the next step is multi tasking.

quote:

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Originally posted by Rhydant:
so the next step is multi tasking.

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I am a woman. I am multi tasking all the time.

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LiNeY Croft - Fridge Raider