Topic: Uh huh.
started by: DeadAnztac
He doesn't really care about me. I swear if he says he's sorry I will beat him so hard. Bastard is fucking her tonight. Hope they're happy. I'll talk to them, as long as they're honost. If either of them say they're sorry for what happened I will hit them. They're not sorry. She didn't care about me. She can't be sorry. He's getting pussy. He doesn't care.
I felt that she didn't like me, and did it all sort of unwillingly throughout the whole thing. I was holding out hope that I was wrong though. I really wanted to be wrong. I wasn't. Ok. Great. My stomach is knotting like hell, I'm going to hurl myself into a wall now.
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~Anztac [ Pertinaciously disconsolate ]
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Originally posted by DeadAnztac:
She doesn't care. She never did.
Ah... you see the truth
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Originally posted by DeadAnztac:
Why me though? Wouldn't one think she would have realized how emotionally weak I am pretty quickly and stopped playing her little selfish little game then and there?
Simple son, she was a cunt and was out to hurt you. There was nothing else on her agenda.
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Originally posted by DeadAnztac:He doesn't really care about me. can't be sorry. He's getting pussy. He doesn't care.
Goes for most male humans. Im sure if you were getting some you would not give a rats ass about him.
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Originally posted by DeadAnztac:
I felt that she didn't like me, and did it all sort of unwillingly throughout the whole thing. I was holding out hope that I was wrong though.
Rule #1: Trust your instinks and act on them. That little voice that says, "This is bad its not going to go well." is there for a reason.
Guy, cheer up. Sounds like you got out of it with your soul intact. Thats better than some of us have done. Just think about this. She is going to do to him what she did to you. She wont be able to help it because she is a cunt.
Take what you can from this and learn from it. take a few days to ponder what happened and why it happened and why you LET it happen. After that go find some other woman and try it again.
May the Wolf walk with you and guide you.
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Originally posted by Wolfguard:May the Wolf walk with you and guide you.
Yea he can but tell him to stop pissing on my leg.
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Silly customer. You cannot hurt a twinkie.
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Originally posted by L33T_h4x0r_d00d:
Yea he can but tell him to stop pissing on my leg.
I never question the wisdom of an animal that pisses on a person. Animals tend to know better.
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Fucknuggets flamed while you wait.< TeamWolfguard.com >
< Robot Conflict >
if you were the one being cheated on.. move on, as if it never bothered you.. using those emotions gets in the way of more important things... learn not to give a fuck anymore... some may say that's to far... it's up to you man.. to be hurt, or not to be hurt...
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Don't hold strong opinions about things you don't understand.
Him = guy she's been fucking for a year
Her = girl who decided one day, apparently, that she was going to try out this whole "Serious relationship thing". Jumped at me because I looked like "The sensitive caring kind of guy" or something.
Little voice started speaking to me when he would try to goat her into sex and she would debate with herself over the phone. When I did things that felt right and she would just be annoyed. When she seemed to do things because it was just the right thing to do.
Fuck man. It seemed all fucking wrong to me, the little voice wasn't a little voice, but a big fucking ache in my stomach, all the fucking time. Goddamnit. I'm a moron. But I'm also pathetic, so I was hoping that I might be mistaken, because I've never been in a relationship, and, hey, maybe i was wrong. Fuck. Agh. Maybe he didn't fuck her last night. Doesn't really matter, he will soon. Oh well. Not much I can do about it. I don't really care about what stupid shit she does to herself now. Only problem is that the once unsubstantiated null Ian's ego is a now, more substantiated NULL. Anyways... thanks for the advice guys, I'll see what I do....
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~Anztac [ Pertinaciously disconsolate ]
*edit*I know that'll cheer you up somethin' good.
This message has been edited by Dysorderia on November 02, 2001 at 03:40 PM
this kind of thing happened to a friend of mine, Bob (Robert). after 3 years of waiting, he finally went out with this one chick he'd been crushing on. 3 weeks later she snuck off and fucked some college guy (she was a sophmore!) out in the back parking lot of our school.
he was devistated. mopped around school for 2 months. i really felt sorry for him, but there was nothing i could do to help him. he doesnt talk much anymore. poor guy.
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Screw this crap, I've had it. I ain't no Mr. Cool.
< =rwa= >
serves the little bitch right anyways. some people just can't settle down and they end up making things worse when they try to settle down. my advice to people like that: don't grow up faster than you can.
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Originally posted by Wolfguard:
May the Wolf walk with you and guide you.
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Originally posted by L33T_h4x0r_d00d:
Yea he can but tell him to stop pissing on my leg.
Well, I can't do the ping-pong in the gas tank one, she doesn't have a car. Probably couldn't pull off the sleeping with her best friend, I have no sexual charm, well, not really. Plus the whole thing about me still being a virgin. Though it would be ironic justice wouldn't it? Considering that's what she broke up with me. She wasn't getting enough. Or so she says. True enough I guess. The whole truth is that she was trying to be mature and try soemthing she's uncapable of. Still, it was nice to have someone to hold for a while, not something I should have been introduced to, considering I have no prowess to get a girl again. Blah.
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~Anztac [ Pertinaciously disconsolate ]
This message has been edited by DeadAnztac on November 03, 2001 at 11:20 AM
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Originally posted by [liquid] meta:
man just fuck her best friend/sister/mom
serves the little bitch right anyways. some people just can't settle down and they end up making things worse when they try to settle down. my advice to people like that: don't grow up faster than you can.
The irony of fucking her mom would be hilarious. I mean, you know just drop in a casual conversation, "Hey, I took your advice in a way and got laid. Could you tell your mom that I said last night was great?"
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Veistran
- Sarcasm is just one more of the free services that we offer.
that sucks with the whole "love of your life" thing. is she married now or something? if not you still have a chance. just woo her and/or kill her current boyfriend.
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Originally posted by DeadAnztac:
I have no sexual charm
Just get someone over 21 to buy you some.
May I recommend "johnny walker red" or "wild turkey". By the time she realizes how bad it tastes itll be too late.
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Vampires are'nt real honey, just like elves fairies and eskimos. -Homer
I went out with the last real girlfriend I had for 2.5 years. Found out later that she was fucking her now-husband about once a month the entire time...
what makes it even worse is that she wasn't the "love of my life," but I stuck with her because I thought she loved me so much. And blew off the love of my life repeatedly because I thought she didn't love me enough... eventually she got tired of being blown off and found herself a new man, so I lost her too.
But I learned an important lesson from that - I am a damn fool. According to Socrates, I got my first bit of wisdom the day I figured that out 
This message has been edited by damien_s_lucifer on November 03, 2001 at 12:31 PM
Sorry for all the rest of you guys, mines pretty puney compared to alot of things you guys have gone through, I just... needed some place for some rational venting. Thanks guys.
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~Anztac [ Pertinaciously disconsolate ]
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Originally posted by DeadAnztac:
I don't want to spread my procreate. I want to be with someone. I don't know if that hard for you to understand, but really, that's all I want.
i know exactly what you mean.
hell, thats all i want, too.
This message has been edited by Rhydant on November 04, 2001 at 11:47 AM
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Originally posted by Rhydant:i know exactly what you mean.
hell, thats all i want, too.[/B]
at the end of the day, isn't that all we really want? That, and beer.
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Veistran
- Sarcasm is just one more of the free services that we offer.
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Originally posted by CatKnight:
i used to be just like you guys. i wish there was a magic sentence i could type to make you feel better and to let you know that things don't get better, but you just stop caring. that's the way it is though.
No, if you do that it's called losing touch with your emotions and that makes you a retard. If all men do this, I get no action because all the girls would be goin after all the new influx of jerks
CK, if you have emotional trauma that blanks you out, then sort it out, you'll thank me for it.
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"just pressin y0 butt0ns f00" -- miNus
Not that that's a BAD thing, but I wouldn't consider him a wise old salt...
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Originally posted by CatKnight:
i used to be just like you guys.
liar! youre still like us.
geeky, smart assed, and emotionaly fragile.
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Originally posted by Vigilante:
I could do without the beer.
BLASPHEMY!
Well, actully, I could get along without it too..
But come between me and my whiskey... *shakes a threatening fist*
ontopic, now..
I know how it feels. I spent about a week in a brooding depression after my last breakup. She dumped me and pulled the tried and tested "We were good friends before, lets try to be that again". Me, being in my relationship hangover, thought it was a good idea. (She lives 1.5 hours away, so it was basically internet contact only)(not the relationship, the 'friendship').
We had nothing left to talk about, because I didn't care to joke, or be witty or charming, because she had just told me 'her heart wasn't in it'. So now I might speak with her once a month or so on MSN, if I'm bored/drunk/high. She usually just asks if I've found a girlfriend yet (No, 2 strikes so far) and then complains about her own problems, and how she gave head to a guy from a party who shes not even sure if she likes. I'm well over her now, and you'll get over that empty feeling soon enough.
So two important things to point out here:
1) You'll get over it.
2) Do not make any important desicions while hungover.
Okay, I'm rambling, time to sleep.
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When my flying days are over, and my death has come to pass
I hope they bury me upside down, so the whole damn world can kiss my ass
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Originally posted by CatKnight:
i used to be just like you guys. i wish there was a magic sentence i could type to make you feel better and to let you know that things don't get better, but you just stop caring. that's the way it is though.
Just a phase you're going through. I've been emotional/romantic. Then I've been same way you're now, hard/tough/uncaring. By now I've found that blind romance isn't good, but that not caring in the end just turns out to be self-destructive (refer to Camus!). The thing is to feel and care, but still be rational. You'll get to see the light sometime, too.
I know this sounds great in theory. Daily life is another story...
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Questo è il bacio de Tosca!
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~Anztac [ Pertinaciously disconsolate ]