1. I have a 3,330 outstanding tuition bill which needs to be paid by August 17 so that I can sucessfully send Albany Law School my final transcript and my medical records. It does not look as if this bill will be paid. Therefore I am not going. (I take handouts)

2. My roommate decided that she does not want to spend the next three years in Albany and is moving to Florida next June- leaving me without a roommate and without furniture (except for my bed)

3. My love life sucks- and thats all I have to say about that

4. Work is starting to get on my nerves- too much shit not enough time- why am I still talking?

5. My love life SUCKS!

Anyway, I just needed to write that out and make myself feel better. Thanks for reading.

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Originally posted by Spydir about Dysorderia :
oh fuck it, you're to ignorant and self indulged to even consider anything other then "I'm from england and I hate americans and humans are killing the earth and blah-de-fucking-blah-blah".

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get student loan instantly. they send you a check within a couple weeks. low interest rate. online application. hurrah our savior, the student loan!

btw here's my semester bill:
Semester Bill for Fall 2001
Prior Semester Balance $ 0.00
Tuition full time
7590.00
Information technology fee 130.00
Student activity fee 41.00
Surcharge 0.00
Housing board charge 1550.00
Housing room charge 1340.00
Less student aid (0.00)


Total charges/credits 10651.00
Net payable $ 10651.00

does that make you feel better?

Oh well what are ya gonna do right?

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L'absence est à l'amour ce qu'est au feu le vent; Il éteint le petit, il allume le grand.
- Comte de Bussy- Rabutin

Sorry to hear about all that crap, hun, I know how you feel. Maybe we should get together and start some kind of club for losers....

1. I'm still paying the Univ. of Pgh. for Spring Term 2000. (Long story why, I assure you. Involves stupid parents, and the gov. losing my FAFSA) For a lot of complicated reasons, getting another loan was not an option, so b/c of this I have taken the past year off of school, and can't go back there or anywhere else until it's paid off (which I was actually making good progress on, until I got sick). And oh yeah, since I've been out of school so long, I've also had to start paying back my Perkins and Stafford loans.

2. I live w/ two other girls. One of them didn't send in our lease renewals in FEBRUARY b/c "we weren't getting along at the time" and she wanted to "she how things worked out," and then I was in the hospital. And she never told us this until the weekend after 4th of July. Even though we still have the option to renew our lease (which runs out at the end of this month, aka NEXT WEEK), the other girl said fuck it and told us about 2 weeks ago that she was going to move out, so if we want to renew we have to find someone to replace her. My parents are flying into town this weekend (and on a plane, not a broom!). If we haven't found a new roommate by then, I have to move out. (We had one potential new roommate, things fell through with her yesterday. We have one more possibility, she's supposed to let us know this evening if she'll take the vacancy.) But where will I go if I have to move, you ask? Well, I think I saw a nice cardboard box on the sidewalk the other day.... (My parents live in Louisiana, so moving in with them is NOT an option.) So if it's possible for you to at least see a small ray of sunshine, Chrissy, at least you still have your roomie until June.

3. I won't even start in on the conundrum of a clusterfuck that is my love life. It's just...a mess.

4. For some reason I've been having trouble getting my disability checks the way I'm supposed to. They stopped coming for awhile, and then started up again, but I still haven't received the check for the interim 3 weeks, which was supposedly written July 12. I mean jeez, they're paying me peanuts to being with, and they can't even get that right? Throw me a frickin' bone, here!

And I just found out that since I had been at my job for less that 1 year, whenever I was disabled I was terminated from the payroll, and I have to just hope that they have an opening available for me when I'm able to return to work.

5. In the midst of all this crap, I devote 8 hours of my day, 3 days a week to my physical therapy (2 hr trip there by bus, 4 hours at the rehab center, then 2 hr trip back by bus). That leaves me the other 2 days of the week to run around in circles and play phone tag over my medical bills and other business-type bullshit.

Oh, and I just lost a filling the other day, so now I have to find out if my medical assistance includes dental coverage. (Somehow, I highly doubt it.) And it's time for a trip to the girlie doctor too....

Damn, I wish I could be 4 again. Life was so much simpler then. But you're right, it did make me feel at least a little better to get all of that out. If you ever want to talk, you know where to find me. Thanks to everyone who took the time to read my frustrated babbling.

"Sesame Street was brought to you today by the letters 'F' and 'U.'"

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As I chase the leaves like the words I never find ...

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Is it just me or does WWF look 10 times more entertaining when playing the benny hill music in the background.

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L'absence est à l'amour ce qu'est au feu le vent; Il éteint le petit, il allume le grand.
- Comte de Bussy- Rabutin

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Bred to code, not to care

Watch little robots fuck each other up and forget your problems for a day.
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my problem: i don't know what i want to do anymore! i thought i wanted comp sci, but now i'm not sure. i do want to learn that, but i want to do theology too. and communications. and a bunch of other little things.

I am in the process of getting all this crap straightened out. My mom is coming up to Albany this weekend for her birthday- perhaps its not such a good time to mention all of this shit but it will be mentioned nonetheless.

I'll keep everyone posted

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L'absence est à l'amour ce qu'est au feu le vent; Il éteint le petit, il allume le grand.
- Comte de Bussy- Rabutin

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Originally posted by [liquid] meta:
i think i could use that too. but i dun see any robots beating each other up.

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well if you poked around... < http://www.robotconflict.com/hsrc301_4.shtml >

the point is that Mr. and Mrs. Wolfguard will be just out side of albany NY on the 18th of Aug. We are taking the arena and the robots on a little trip.

I feel ya. When it rains, it pours.

Hey cool- where are you guys going to be? Altamont? You should stop by for a visit- with any luck that will be the weekend before I start law school. My friend from CA is going to be staying with me but you guys are welcome to come hang out if you want.

Second to Darksol-

um FUCK YOU! I said it wasnt a rant but things that I felt were so completely wrong with my life. I realize that I have it pretty good for someone my age. I make decent money, I live on my own, I have my own car etc and I am more than likely going to attain my dream of going to law school--- I admit that perhaps posting on this website (where flaming people is a rite of passage)was a bad idea but I have been around for a while and I knew the damn risks- so please get off my damn back.

Thank you

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L'absence est à l'amour ce qu'est au feu le vent; Il éteint le petit, il allume le grand.
- Comte de Bussy- Rabutin

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L'absence est à l'amour ce qu'est au feu le vent; Il éteint le petit, il allume le grand.
- Comte de Bussy- Rabutin

After all. i am dragging my ass all the way up there from philly

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