Forum: Rants
Topic: drugs or hugs? that is the Q
started by: iLLegaL EagLe

Posted by iLLegaL EagLe on Oct. 21 2000,23:45
I am a social druggy. Ok ok..i am a stoner. of those of you who know me, i have been in #detnet a couple of times stoned off my fucking ass. I have tried everything. From LSD to Mescaline...from herb to ether...from cocaine to DXM. Yet my life is not ruined and my IQ level is still pretty high. Amazing, eh? Anyway...there aren't much of me out there in the world. A computer geek who snorts coke of his flatbed scanner. I am most probably going to receive insults or some nice amount of cowshit from you people. And i honestly don't know why the fuck i am posting this. it just seems like i should just put up my life's story. I sorta feel like Johnny Depp in "Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas." I have a future and it isn't too late for me to turn around. I am very intelligent and gosh darnit...i know i can make a difference. The only reason I do drugs is to get away. Away from my parents, away from the bullshit of the neighbors... just basically cuz i am bored and it's kool to see dragons breakdance in the corner (don't ask). One questions to you all though...how many of you geeks do or tried drugs and liked them and have tried them again. i am not talking about herb...i am talking about the hard-core shit like Coke or Angeldust. Thas all i have to say.
Posted by nobody on Oct. 22 2000,02:12
I personally have never used any drugs (not even alcohol or tobacco).

I do know some people who frequently get drunk and smoke weed, and I know that they practically radiate stupidity. They act like complete assholes to everyone. Maybe you're not like this, but that's my experience. I have seen drugs fuck people up, and I suspect that they have probably done the same to you and you're just too high or stoned to notice.


Posted by Cyrino on Oct. 22 2000,02:39
I haven't done any of the hard shit, but have done all the herb products/biproducts, shrooms, and once did a few tabs of ridalin. The ridalin was weird, it was kind of cool and it made me good at picking up that night.

The hard shit is your call, but I think everyone should at least try the ganj.

Also, nobody, what the hell do you do for fun? Do you and you mom play crazy eights or something?

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Posted by Greasemonk on Oct. 22 2000,03:45
Umm of course you still have an IQ now. But later on wait and see what happens. Then you will know what the definition of a flashback is.
Posted by darksol on Oct. 22 2000,07:09
how much do you spend a month on drugs? and what is your income?

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Posted by iLLegaL EagLe on Oct. 22 2000,08:23
I am not too high or whatever to notice anything. I kow i am fine. And another thing, flashbacks from hallucingenic drugs not what everybody thinks. A "flashback" is not years later tripping cuz there is still a bit of LSD binded to yer spine. A "flashback" is somewhat the feeling or sensation of when you were tripping. It should be called a "reminder." A "flashback" begins from the moment you trip to maybe up to three years later. It's not constant, it just comes up once in a while. The most common things you experience druing tripping is seeing trails, having a cold feeling rush up and down your body, think some weird shit, and that's about it. Yer not actually tripping, it's just shit that's happening inside yer mind. It won't stop you from doing anything. You can be driving and have a flashback and nothing will happen. Most of all...they're just annoyances. Nothing more than a mere annoyance. If you don't trip every single day...then they'll go away. I have had friends who used to trip every single day for a 3 month period. Those are permanent!!!
Now to answer the question about my income. I mostly get drugs for free or for really cheap since I have hookups to ฟ eight-balls and Ū e. I get these hook-ups from fixing these people's computer! H4W!! Anymore questions?

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Posted by Happyfish on Oct. 22 2000,09:25
I tried E tonight for the first time. Pretty damn intense. It was fun, but I don't know if I'll do it again - actually I probably will.. anyway, felt that I should share that..

Posted by Sithiee on Oct. 22 2000,15:55
i know this may come as a shock, but its really quite easy to have a lot of fun without using drugs. for example, get some friends (this whole fun stuff assumes you have some) and go do somethin. like go bowling. 10 dollars for bowling is probably cheaper than some designer drug. the best part is, its legal. you could even do something free and fun, like play football or watch tv. its amazing what you can accomplish without drugs...
Posted by nobody on Oct. 22 2000,18:06
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Originally posted by Cyrino:
Also, nobody, what the hell do you do for fun?

I really wonder why the hell anyone would feel the need to even ask this question. Do you have any friends? Any at all? (Excluding whoever provides your drugs)

There is plenty of fun stuff to do that doesn't require any mind-altering chemicals. For example, we -my friends and I- go to rock concerts. We go to all of our school's home football games (along with about 800 other people, so obviously we're not the only ones that enjoy it). We get together at each other's houses and just hang out and watch movies and listen to music and stuff. I play lasertag every weekend. I could go on, but if you haven't gotten the point, you're probably not ever going to, but that's your problem, not mine.


Posted by iLLegaL EagLe on Oct. 22 2000,18:25
i have plenty of friends. As a matter of fact, most of them are str8 edge, which means that they don't do drugs. My gf is str8 edge, but she doesn't know i do drugs and never will. I only have two friends with which i do drugs with. Most of the time when i am fucked up it's just me fucked up with a bunch of sober people. I am not a loser and i have lots of fun. It's that sometimes there is always that grey area of nothing to do. Thas where drugs come into play. I am not a loser and i have a perfectly normal life. I have lots of friends and the community likes me.
Posted by Blain on Oct. 22 2000,21:44
quote:
Originally posted by nobody:
I do know some people who frequently get drunk and smoke weed, and I know that they practically radiate stupidity. They act like complete assholes to everyone...

These people kind of piss me off. If you can’t control yourself when you are drunk then you shouldn’t be doing it. I have very rarely seen a stoned person being an asshole without at least a little alcohol in them, but again, if you can’t control yourself then don’t do it. Just for the record: I know several people who don’t become assholes/idiots when drinking these are the people who I choose to get wasted with

quote:
Originally posted by Cyrino:
...once did a few tabs of ridalin.

Isn’t Ritalin great? It is one of my favorite drugs because it doesn’t mess with your mental clarity at all, just focuses all your energy into what you are doing. Therefore, whatever you are doing is a lot more interesting and entertaining.

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Posted by Cyrino on Oct. 22 2000,23:05
Uh oh, I think I hit a button with nobody.

The fact that you have to bring out the "I have friends and you mustn’t cause you do drugs" is pretty lame. I only do drugs with my friends, it's a social thing, and I don't toke all the time, just like I don't drink all the time.
The thing I hate is these goody two-shoed people that will never try anything if there's the slightest risk involved. You live once, last time I checked. Have fun and try new things!! Oh, and don't give me the "My mommy said it's bad and if it's illegal, I'm gonna go to hell if I do it." There are A LOT of laws that shouldn't exist, mainly the ones that involve your decision to do what you want with your body.

Now, I'll agree that there are some people that just don't know how to drink and they should be taught. They just wreck it for everyone.

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Posted by Sithiee on Oct. 23 2000,01:59
whoa whoa whoa. you phrased it like "jeez, you dont do drugs? what a dumbass, how the hell can you have fun without them?" and second, even if all drugs were legal i (a "goody two shoes") still wouldnt touch them. with some people it might be a personal choice to not fuck up their bodies. if you want to, go right ahead, but that doesnt give you the right to insult us cause we dont.
Posted by whiskey@throttle on Oct. 23 2000,03:15
quote:
Originally posted by iLLegaL EagLe:
I sorta feel like Johnny Depp in "Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas." .

Please, it's not Johnny Depp, but Raoul Duke, the semi-autobiographical, surreal representation of Dr. Hunter Thompson's development as the quintessential Gonzo journalist.

If you (or anyone) are instigated by Fear and Loathing in Vegas, I would encourage a deeper exploration, as there is much more out there than this one peice of literature...plus, even Thompson admits it failed as pure Gonzo. In addition, it is fictional. Anyhow, I must recommend both The Kentucky Derby is Decadent and Depraved, as well as the Pulitzer nominated Generation of Swine (keeping track of the 80s with the Book of Revelations as a scorecard).


Posted by Rhydant on Oct. 23 2000,04:02
hrm... /me tries not to act like a total wuss...

drugs are baad, mmmkay? continued use will kill ya in the long run. blah. bad for use. bla bla, all taht shit. nyurr...

i got sorta drunk once. it was cool. i drank 3 shots of this pinkish strawberry flavored liqour. i dont know what its called, but it was mmm-mmm-good.

so..uhm... yeah. sithiee is right. listen to him. hes smart... or something..
blah, im tired.... but we won again! w00ta! 4-2!

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Posted by fatbitch on Oct. 23 2000,07:55
i agree totally with everything heaves says. i do pot quite a bit and like mr eagle, its mostly out of boredom. i recommend pot to my friends who dont do it btu i dont push them, i just exaplain the goods and the bads and let them decide, though its much better just to experience a high so you know EXACTLY what its like, then you can not do it all you want

the thing a lot of people dont get is: i can have fun without drugs. i can have fun with drugs. it is possible to have both, and i hate it when people say "i dont NEED drugs/alcahol to have a good time". neither do i, but i LIKE the high i get from drugs, i dont NEED it to have fun

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Posted by askheaves on Oct. 23 2000,17:27
I actually considered starting this thread about a week ago, but was too lazy to get around to it. It intrigues me to find out about geeks and drugs.

My experiences (22 years): I started drinking about a week into college (I never really cared before). I started smoking cigs my second year of college. I started pot my third year in college. The drinking I did near to excess (especially my junior and senior year). The cigarettes I've posted on another thread (less than a pack a day until senior year, then mostly quit). The pot I did about a half dozen times total.

I haven't had any experience with any harder drugs, but I think they could be treated the same way. Make preparations, like know where you are going to remain unconcious until it's light again. Don't mix too many drugs together: I've never had a bad experience when it's just pot. I've never had a good experience when I did pot after drinking heavily (pukey pass out time).

Follow the simplest of guidelines, and you won't be messing your body up too much for experimenting. That said, I probably won't try anything beyond pot (maybe X, or ritalin)... just not something that appeals to me.

I actually liked the pot a bit. I started getting buzzed off of like 4 bowls of swag while playing Freecell. I turned around and watched the same Busta Rhymes/ Janet Jackson video for what felt like an hour. My roommate tried talking to me, and it took forever for me to realize it... then I started dreaming about little pastel pixies dancing and frollicing. Anyway, that's enough about me.


Posted by kuru on Oct. 24 2000,01:23
i've buried enough friends because of their drug habits, including alcohol, that i'm well aware of the risks involved. i'm no goody two-shoes, and i've done my share of stupid shit and fucking up. i've tried some drugs, not all of them, and i've nearly died myself from alcohol poisoning. and NONE of it was worth it. none of that so-called fun was worth watching an expensive wooden box with a friend of mine in it get lowered into the ground. we coulda played paintball, or gone to a concert, or gone for a bike ride. anything but throwing a funeral. i had a friend who believed life was short and he should have fun with it. then one night while high on cocaine and lsd, he shot himself in the stomach with a shotgun. he wasn't even 21 years old.

i guess he was right, life was short. another friend was 18, he got really drunk and went out joyriding. he now spends 24 hours a day in an urn. and another friend got all high and drank a lot of alcohol, and nobody's really sure how but they found him dead in the woods. another good friend is brain dead, pretty much a vegetable, after doing so much lsd, e, and various other things that his brain has no ability to process normal thoughts anymore. the doctors aren't really sure what, if anything, he's aware of. he drools on himself.

drugs are fun. yup. i'll remember that the next time i'm at a funeral for a friend of mine who will never ever be around to do something BORING like bowling or playiing football or watching a hockey game on tv with again.

drugs may be fun, but funerals really fucking suck.

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Posted by askheaves on Oct. 24 2000,03:51
I'm sorry, kuru, for your pain.. i am really serious about that.

The only thing I advocate, myself, is not discounting everything. Drugs will mess your life up and kill you quickly, if you're not careful. That's part of the reason I won't go beyond alcohol and pot. My alcohol extent goes to beer and some hard liquor. I have become infinitely aware of my weak-azz stomach, and I trust it to put an end to an evening gone too far.
Drugs can be a thing to try, to understand what it is, and to control with other semi-responsible people around. It can't become a way of life or go too far. That's why I always trusted the people I was around. (If this sounds like a disconnected train of thought, it is.. I've been drinking beer tonight and I care not to edit my stream, beyond typos).
I know that drugs are a decent distraction to daily life, and they can get us away, but it definitely isn't worth it when it becomes the only things good with our lives. If you have the ability to say "How can you have fun without drugs," then you have major problems with the way your life is formed. It's probably time to reevaluate, my friend. The reason most of the 'harder' drugs exist is because some motivated people decided that just sitting around bowling, or doing pot, or doing simple cocaine, or just doing crack wasn't good enough. Jebus... learn from this fact alone. The chemicals can take over. The brain is just a mix of chemical and electrical reactions. The reason that you get wierd flashback thingies a couple of years later is because the basic way your brain works has been affected by the introduction of chemicals.

To reiterate, I really am sorry, Kuru, and I hope that this thread didn't open up any old wounds. I'm glad you brought this air of seriousness to the thread... as drugs can be a nasty little bastard. It can be handled, but drugs have a way of altering your way of thinking and changes who you are.

Listen to Loveline on the radio as much as you can if you are interested in what drugs can do to your fragile little muccus soaked brain.


Posted by Michael on Oct. 24 2000,03:59
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Originally posted by askheaves:
The only thing I advocate, myself, is not discounting everything. Drugs will mess your life up and kill you quickly, if you're not careful.

Being careful and being drunk are mutually exclusive. The moment you start drinking (or using just about any drug, for that matter) your mind becomes less capable of making intelligent decisions. Sure, plenty of drugs mae you think you're smart, and some will boost your concentration, but there is no drug which does anything to improve your intelligence.


Posted by askheaves on Oct. 24 2000,04:13
quote:
Originally posted by Michael:
Being careful and being drunk are mutually exclusive. The moment you start drinking (or using just about any drug, for that matter) your mind becomes less capable of making intelligent decisions. Sure, plenty of drugs mae you think you're smart, and some will boost your concentration, but there is no drug which does anything to improve your intelligence.

I agree with you.. preplanning is key... and having careful people around helps alot.


Posted by Jynx on Oct. 24 2000,14:46
Um, wasn't this whole thing covered over in the "Drugs Rule" thread?

I've already said my major beefs over there, but here we go again...

I love this attitude of "Be Careful, and you'll be fine." I love how askheaves says "simple cocaine" and "crack" like it's okay. Guess what--you do crack once and you've got a really good chance of being hooked.

I am willing to bet that several of those people Kuru mentioned thought that they were being "careful". Maybe all of 'em. Just like Michael said, that first drink, hit, or toke just altered your perception, and that full "control" is right out the window. What about when you're really pumped, or down, about something, and you're not thinking clearly to begin with? "Man, I feel down, maybe a few extra lines/another bottle will make me feel better."

Kuru, you go girl. I had a lump in my throat after that post. If these idiots can't listen and learn, then it's their funerals. I am solidly in agreement with you.

All drugs will kill you--some just take longer.

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Posted by pengu1nn on Oct. 24 2000,14:48
(damn tab button is broke)

i don't want to offend anyone (namely kuru), but death is the only certainty in life. i to have buried a (best) friend.

my life is shit. with or without drugs. i don't not blame drugs for my problems and the only problem i used drugs (pot) to solve is my stomach getting sick all the time (from nervousness usually or taco bell)

i have lost track of where i was going with this (every fucking time i get two words wrote some one has to call/get me to do something) so i have to work now


Posted by kuru on Oct. 24 2000,15:46
i didn't post that to start a fight. those are my experiences and those of some people i've known.

i'm sure they didn't think it would happen to them, but it did. that's all i have to say in this thread.

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Posted by Jynx on Oct. 24 2000,15:52
You're right, Pengu1nn, but that average human life expectancy is NOT 21 years. Add to it the fact that every instance Kuru mentioned was directly tied to drug use/abuse, and it gets downright scary!

Now, just for fun, I decided to look up "marijuana effects", using a standard search engine. The results were interesting. Some effects of habitual pot use are the following:
--decreased coordination (not serious, alcohol does this)
--learning difficulties, including "state-dependant" learning. This means that if you learn stuff while you're high, you can only remember it clearly when you're high.
--"amotivation syndrome". This includes lack of energy, memory loss (especially short-term), decreased effectiveness and performance, and loss of ambition.
--increased chance of lung cancer, on par with cigarettes
--increased chance of asthma
--reversable infertility (of course, this may be good for some of you)
--psychological withdrawl effects

So don't anyone tell me that pot is "good for me". Life is too long to have to spend the last two-thirds paying for the first third, if I'm (un)lucky enough to live through the first third.

This message has been edited by Jynx on October 24, 2000 at 10:53 AM


Posted by Jynx on Oct. 24 2000,18:27
quote:
Originally posted by pengu1nn:
Are you really tring to tell me that i have lost "full control" with just one hit off a j, or with one beer?

That's exactly what I'm saying. You haven't lost all control, but you are no longer totally grounded in reality. You may be 95\% there, but you still do not have 100\% of the control you had before that j, or before that beer. Also, I'm not talking about control to stop, I'm just talking control of your faculties in general, a.k.a. ability to drive, etc.

quote:
Originally posted by pengu1nn:
if you do/have done drugs then talk to me about it, but those of you that just take the word of those who haven't done them theirselves, well, your a fool being lead by a fool whom is being lead by a lie.

What lie is that? "Drugs are bad for you"? The fact is that the drugs discussed here have documented ill effects, both short- and long-term. If we're talking "Drugs make you a bad person", then I agree, that is an overgeneralization, and should not be applied indiscriminately.

quote:
Originally posted by pengu1nn:
it really pisses me off when you ppl get that "i'm better, cooler, smarter, etc..." attitude because you don't do drugs.

If I gave that impression, I apologize, it was not intended. I do not believe you are a "Bad" person for doing drugs, I just feel that the choice to do drugs is a foolish and unhealthy choice. You (hypothetical, not "You, pengu1nn ) are not a "Bad" person until you start infringing on others' rights (burglary, murder, vehicular homicide, etc.), no matter the reason.

quote:
Originally posted by pengu1nn:
judge me by me alone, not by the catogorie that the government has put me in.

Uh, you put yourself in the category of "illegal drug user". You knew the action was illegal, you did it anyway. Again, I'm not saying you are a "good" or "bad" person because of it. You ARE, however, ultimately responsible for this particular placement.

quote:
Originally posted by pengu1nn:
eveybody is different. that means drugs affect me differently than they affect you.

True, but only in terms of degrees of affectation. I may get high from one toke, and it may take you three to get the same high, but we're both doing damage to our lungs that has an excellent chance of causing our eventual death.

One final reiteration--I do NOT think that you, as a person, are "Bad" for taking drugs, and I am certainly not a "Good" person for not taking drugs. I personally feel that the taking of these drugs, for a recreational use only, is unwise due to the medical findings I posted above.

Whew.
--J


Posted by iLLegaL EagLe on Oct. 24 2000,19:14
FUCKING SHIT!!! What the hell did i start here. This fucking topic is on fire. I am posting here to just defend myself. I have an IQ of 152, I know all the long-term and short-term effect of every single drug i Ingest. Before i do a specific drug, I do a little research. i ask friends and i go onto the net and look up info on a specific drug. Before i started cocaine i was completely scared str8 of it. i wouldn't touch the stuff cuz i was totally afraid that ODing off the shit was real easy or that gettin hooked is quicker than sneezing. I asked people who do cocaine and they aren't hooked at all. So then I tried it and turned out they were right. Another thing, I don't go over the limit...i always go direectly to the dose that is needed. i don't know anybody who has died. The only kind of people that i know are the extremely burned out people. And that is because they smoke herb every single day or trip 3 to 4 times a week str8. I am not fucked here. I still have plenty of common sense left and i still have a future. I take these drugs in moderation and never go over the limit because i am aware of what can happen. I treat drugs just as if i were drinking. Take it in moderation and you won't jump off the building. I don't fiend for any type of drug and swure i'd rather go see a boring movie with all my friends than be home stoned watching comedy central. I know what i can do and i know myself in every single way. i think i'll be allright!
Posted by Michael on Oct. 24 2000,19:25
quote:
Originally posted by iLLegaL EagLe:
I know what i can do and i know myself in every single way.

I don't think that it's possible to have perfect self-knowledge. The person that you are is always changing, so anyone who says that they have figured out who they are is clinging to an illusion. I can look at my thoughts and figure out at any given moment what is motivating me and what I'm trying to hide from myself, but I don't claim to have any sort of complete picture of who I am.

By the way, did anyone else ever go through a phase where they had decided that they knew themselves perfectly, and supported this belief by the fact that they were silently laughing at themself and everyone else even while acting in ways totally unlike how they felt? Sort of a "life is ludicrous" stage? Anyone there right now?


Posted by Michael on Oct. 24 2000,19:30
Allow me to clarify that last question. Who here would say that the following sums up their personal philosophy, or any personal philosophy that they have had in the past:

"If you take yourself too seriously, life will get you down, but if you can laugh at yourself, you can laugh at anything."


Posted by damien_s_lucifer on Oct. 24 2000,21:23
didn't I start this same thread ("Why do people hate drugs? They rule!") about a month ago?

still the same old arguments. Come on people, think of something new, okay?

"I have these friends that died because of drugs." Careless drug use is one way to die. Careless bike riding is another. So is driving carelessly, gambling carelessly, eating carelessly, swimming carelessly... hell, you can even die at Disneyland if you want.

My point is that CARELESSNESS kills in many ways.

If you drive, and you don't respect the fact that it can kill you and others, you're just asking to fuck SOMETHING up.

If you do drugs, and you don't respect the fact that they can royally fuck you up, you're asking for it.

By the way, yeah, drugs and alcohol can cloud your judgement. But if you don't have major ego problems and a need to prove yourself all the time, you always know that you're impaired, and you act accordingly. I.e. even if you're fucked up, you still know enough not to play with a gun when you're fucked up... it's when you start thinking you're invincible that shit goes down.

Kuru, I am sorry to hear about your friends. But somehow I doubt that they were all bright, promising young people with a perfect future that got messed up by those bad and nasty DRUGS. They had problems to begin with, before the drugs were ever there. Not that the drugs helped, but there was a much deeper reason they went down, and drugs are easy to blame.

Which sucks all around, because whenever social ills are discussed it's always DRUGS that get blamed. No one ever asks why the hell these kids were so heavily involved in the first place, unless it's to blame those satanic drug dealers who must have FORCED the drugs on them.

Let's face it. The War on Drugs didn't do a damn thing to help your friends. In fact it probably made them worse by distorting the Horrible Dangers of Drugs. D.A.R.E. makes that first puff of pot out to be a straight route to junkie hell, and it's not. So a lot of people think hey, pot's actually pretty harmless, what else did they lie to me about? And the conclusion is usually "probably everything."

It would be a hell of a lot better if drug education taught the goddamn TRUTH : occasional drug use isn't going to kill you, or turn you into a vegetable. Heavy drug use very well might. Some drugs just don't do very much long-term to your brain. Others will fry your brain quickly. Here are the effects, and possible dangers. Here is what experienced drug users have to say. Here is what doctors have to say. Shit like that.

But no... we just demonize drugs, demonize the users, and fail to provide people with any compassion or understanding. Show me a junkie and I'll show you someone with some really fucked up shit they were trying to deal with, and no one helped. Etc.

As for the rest of you anti-drug freaks, just remember that many studies have shown that OCCASSIONAL drug users are far more well adjusted than people who are either straight-edge or people who are junkies.

Hmm. How about that.


Posted by kuru on Oct. 24 2000,22:19
i don't give a damn what's on tv, or the internet, or in news papers. my friends are dead. they were just 'normal drug users' who got high because it was a kick, a social thing, whatever. now when i wanna visit them, i hafta go to cemetery.

so i don't care about what the tv commercials say, or what dan rather says, or what some schmuck on the internet says. nothing is going to bring back my friends, but i have to live with the fact that they probably would still be alive if it wasn't for their 'normal drug use.'

i don't care which one of you has what iq and what drugs you shove up your nose or inhale into your lungs or eat or cram in your ass. none of your lack of bad experiences will bring back my friends, but maybe there's someone out there who never realized that you can DIE from this stuff. maybe the horrid, nasty deaths of my friends will prevent them from dying, or turning into an 85 lb crack addicted ex-felon, or becoming a human vegetable unable to feed or dress themselves or even wipe their own ass.

you can knock all you want what you seen on tv and say it's not real, but those grave stones, that mother fucking urn with my friend in it, that's real. so you all do all the drugs you want, i don't care. just don't trivialize my friends' deaths by making it out like those things only happen on after-school specials.

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Posted by Ozymandias on Oct. 25 2000,00:15
Since when did I have to hit myself in the head with a hammer to know that it will give me a big fucking headache?

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Posted by deity on Oct. 25 2000,03:25
I have only 2 things to say:

1) I have always had a bad memory. I cannot remember what i did yesterday. I'm dead serious. Anyway, does anyone have any ideas on what my memory would be life if I ever smoked habitually?

2) a lot of us are young (under 21), and now is our time in life to fuck up. Kuru, you speak the truth so well, but EVERYONE in my school (about 600), well, at least a good 90\% at least smoke pot, and we haven't had a single fatality. Not one. Back to what I was saying: If you're gonna experiment in life, now is the time. Better now when you can get grounded, then later in life when you can get fired and thrown in jail. Think about it.

-diety


Posted by whiskey@throttle on Oct. 25 2000,04:23
Here we go again.

Anyone remember this one - on a long enough timeline, everyone's chances of survival drops to zero?

So, what's so bad about the way the mouse acted? It was primal, visceral instinct. Sure, the mouse does not have a cognitive awareness that rivals the human, but who is to say that our advanced sense of reason is "good" by any connotation of the word? I mean, it is our wavering, morbidly gravid brains that brought us to the violent, hateful, nature-decaying shithole we call the 21st century.

Why not favor the orgiastic Bacchanalian lifestyle and go for the gusto? Because no one else will? Because you'll be labeled as a "bum" or "fool" my the majority?

I guess if the sybaritic lifestyle is not appealing, you can continue to be a slave to the status quo. There's always room for more social pawns, living life to please others,continuing to give up that which is innately enjoyable to attain more of what makes us evil: the ageless corrupter, the ruler of man (yes, I mean $$$)

Just a thought. I'm not advocating drug use. But I will say that Kuru definitely had some bad luck with her friends. I'd say thats a negative outlier - a abnormal skew towards the deeply malevolent side to drugs. Heck, my buddy's grandmother has been puffing weed since the early half of the 1900's. She's still alive and kicking.

Well, I don't know. I won't touch any type of lab made shit, and I definitely don't have any type of habitual use trend behind me. Maybe that's why I'm not victim to any of the "mothers against pot" propaganda Jynx picked off the web.

Just a reminder - you can find statistics and studies to prove just about anything. Remain skeptical; not everything you read is true. (Note- I am not arguing the validity of the aforementioned study).

Bleh.


Posted by whiskey@throttle on Oct. 25 2000,04:36
quote:
Originally posted by kuru:
i don't care which one of you has what iq...

Ya know, amen to that.

I can't stand this IQ bullshit. Who gives a shit about this cock contest? Does posting an irrefutable score add any salvation to the pitiful arguments, faulty logic, and fundamental lack of syntax command? I can't believe there was actually a thread of people posting their scores...with everyone 1-uping the last.

However, I did come up with my own formula for anyone who actually does post their IQ: The Law Of Bullshitius Braggius.

Stated IQ
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Age * Major Grammatical Errors

edit: Hellraiser...you can see why I wasn't a math major...heh heh. Viva the humanities!

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Posted by kuru on Oct. 25 2000,05:00
i know i said i wouldn't post again, but i wanted to clarify some stuff, and give another example of someone who drugs didn't kill yet. only 1 of the people i mentioned before is still alive and is over 21 is now 23 years old and practically a vegetable. . the third guy in the post died just after turning 21.

so jynx, my friends seem to have an average life expectancy of about 19.7 years, this of course doesn't include the one who is brain-dead but still alive.

also, the one who killed himself at 20 started drinking alcohol at 13 and smoking pot at 14. i don't remember when he started doing lsd and coke.

the other two who died started drinking and smoking pot around sixth grade (11 years old) and by age 13, one of them was doing shrooms too. the only one who's still living started doing drugs sometime before i met him, so he was younger than 12.

so, not everyone who does drugs dies. there's another guy i know, who dated my sister. a week after he turned 18 he was arrested for possession of crack, marijuana, and underage drinking. he smoked both crack and weed, and drank heavily. he went to jail, for more than a year. when he was released from jail, he was at 95 lbs (he's 6'1" tall) and still addicted to crack. he got caught again, and ratted someone else out so he wouldn't have to go back to jail. now that guy is trying to kill him. he's down to about 85 lbs, and will probably die of malnutrition, because he doesn't eat. he's 21, he's been to prison already, and he's got a contract on his head. he's a crack addict and a felon, he couldn't get a job if he wanted one, and he's dying.

just another drug induced success story, i guess.

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Posted by jim on Oct. 25 2000,05:22
Ok, I'll jump on this topic again.

I've done quite a few drugs. More than most people.

I'm not perma fucked, but I do have permanent tracers, and if I get to hot or light headed... I'll experience those really cool meltdown visuals from tripping.

But, I'm done with all that stuff. The risk of losing my job is not worth the high I got from any drugs.

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Posted by jim on Oct. 25 2000,05:25
Well I didn't read this whole thread, but I just read kuru's post above mine.

I have plenty of friends who have died or fucked up their lives (legally) because of drugs.

R.I.P. Nick!

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Posted by pengu1nn on Oct. 25 2000,05:31
quote:
Originally posted by kuru:
i didn't post that to start a fight. those are my experiences and those of some people i've known.

i'm sure they didn't think it would happen to them, but it did. that's all i have to say in this thread.


i also don't want to fight??? i said i didn't want to offend you, but i guess i did

quote:
Originally posted by Jynx
I love this attitude of "Be Careful, and you'll be fine." I love how askheaves says "simple cocaine" and "crack" like it's okay. Guess what--you do crack once and you've got a really good chance of being hooked.

that first drink, hit, or toke just altered your perception, and that full "control" is right out the window. What about when you're really pumped, or down, about something, and you're not thinking clearly to begin with? "Man, I feel down, maybe a few extra lines/another bottle will make me feel better."


Are you really tring to tell me that i have lost "full control" with just one hit off a j, or with one beer? that is a crock of shit! you people need to quit listening to the "poster boys" and quit using the few assholes in the news as a reason to look down on me and people like me (the "normal" drug user). if you do/have done drugs then talk to me about it, but those of you that just take the word of those who haven't done them theirselves, well, your a fool being lead by a fool whom is being lead by a lie.
(there are exceptions) i'm not saying your stupid, just misinformed.

if you don't use drugs that great. if you do thats great to. but don't tell me when i have lost control cause i do drugs i can't see what they are doing to me. it really pisses me off when you ppl get that "i'm better, cooler, smarter, etc..." attitude because you don't do drugs. i have lived with that shit all my live and i'm sick of it. society is a hypocrite, i bet some of the most st8 edge ppl you know are really drug users (i am in that circle so i can see it/have seen it/continue to see it)
judge me by me alone, not by the catogorie that the government has put me in. eveybody is different. that means drugs affect me differently than they affect you.

<i'm in a crappy mood so i kind of got out of line. just listen. did you hear that? well i didn't either. am i just stoned right now? no, not had any today. if i am a good son to my mother, and i am always kind to people when i go out, does that still mean i am a bad person because i do drugs? you answer that.>

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Posted by Michael on Oct. 25 2000,05:49
There was an interesting experiment done recently where scientists figured out how to use electrodes to stimulate the pleasure centers of a rat's brain. They hooked up rats to these electrodes, which were connected to a button which the rat could press for stimulation. The rats were put in cages which contained food, water, and these "pleasure buttons." What ended up happening is that the rats would constantly press the buttons until they died of starvation, with no concern whatsoever for food, exercise, or anything else that a normal, healthy lab rat tries to maintain.

I trust that the implications of this are clear enough that I don't have to spell them out...


Posted by Hellraiser on Oct. 25 2000,10:11
quote:
Originally posted by whiskey@throttle:
Stated IQ * Major Grammatical Errors

Shouldn't that be more like:

Stated IQ
------------------------------ = Real IQ
Age * Major Grammatical Errors

The other formula would give a person a higher real IQ for having more grammatical errors in their statement.

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Posted by jim on Oct. 25 2000,12:27
kuru, if you hate drugs so much.... Why do you still do them?

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Posted by kuru on Oct. 25 2000,13:34
jim, i occasionally drink alcohol and even less occasionally (maybe six times a year) smoke weed. other than that, i don't take drugs. if either of those things ever becomes habit, or i start to miss it while i'm not doing it, that's the sign that it's time to quit entirely.

as i sit here, i haven't smoked any weed since march. i have a beer or a cider sometimes, and every now and then i go out to the bar. i don't know what drugs you think i do, but that's it. since oh, july of 99, i've smoked pot twice, gotten drunk about six times.

i've never done other drugs, and won't in the future. i don't even take the perscribed pain killers for my jaw condition. i don't ever drive after i've been drinking, and hell, i don't even own a car anymore.

does that qualify as 'doing drugs' to you jim?

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Posted by jim on Oct. 25 2000,15:51
I don't know... Just curious. I just know that you've said on here before you smoke pot, and then during this rant you have cursed the 'normal drug users'...

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Posted by kuru on Oct. 25 2000,16:40
being people who are doing drugs with regularity and refuse to consider life without drugs in them.

i don't qualify there, because as of now my life's been totally drug free for 7 months, and the time before that was 8 months before that, and the time before that was a year earlier...

i haven't smoked pot at all regularly since 1996, when i buried the first friend and realized that it wasn't just a harmless little thing.

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Posted by Blain on Oct. 26 2000,05:42
quote:
Originally posted by kuru:
[normal drug users] being people who are doing drugs with regularity and refuse to consider life without drugs in them.

Maybe we should define 'normal drug users' because i would call those poeple addicts, and i don't think there is anyone on this board who would dispute the fact that addicts are bad.

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Posted by fatbitch on Oct. 26 2000,09:27
i wouldnt call normal drug users addicts, habit is different from addiction. e.g i was a "normal drug user" a few weeks ago, i would smoke 4 or 5 nights a week... then i ran out and havnt smoked any for 2 weeks, i am hopefully getting more soon, but 2 weeks is a long time to go straight if you are an addict, and aside from very minor withdrawls (e.g some headaches at first) i have been fine

just a bit of food for thought

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Posted by Jynx on Oct. 26 2000,12:40
Dude, if you're having any withdrawl symptoms, you're addicted.

Besides, two weeks isn't that long. Go two years without withdrawl or using, and then I'd agree.


Posted by aventari on Oct. 26 2000,22:20
Naw, two weeks is pretty good for someone who was smoking 4-5 nights a week.
I'll stop for a few weeks every once in a while just to prove to myself that i can stop. That's the only way in my mind to tell if you're not addicted- you have the will power to stop when ever you want.

Thats a far cry from the slurred speech of "i can stop any time i want! *puke*"

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Posted by fatbitch on Oct. 27 2000,02:11
you call getting a few headaches from withdrawl addiction? they stopped after a couple of days anyway

and also, i've only been doing it like 3 months anyway, so 2 weeks is a long time comparitively

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