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caseman984
Local Wannabe H4X0R
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Posted on: Oct. 29 2001,13:30 |
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Hey, thats what this forum is for right? So here go to rant off about my ex again.Yesterday, after school, I received an email from her. SHe had once again heard that I had said something or done something towards her from one of her friends. And once again it was not true. Trying to explain this to her was like pulling teeth but I finally got through to her. In explaining it, I used the fact that a number of people from our school had been threatening me, because of my ex's friend. She questioned me further upon this, asking exactly who and when. I couldn't remember because I don't put much merit to things like that, so I told her my best aproximations as to the times and places. After i told her this she went on to9 say that she was going to go to school and ask all of those people one by one to see if any of them had, in actuallity said any of those things. When she said that, I tried to explain to her that I didn't know she needed them as facts, and I had just said when I thought it might have been. She wouldn't, of course listen so now I've "lied to her again." I know for a fact that at least one of the people who I told her did say something, but I really don't know about the others. This all happend about 2 weeks ago, and I had since forgotten about them. I rememberd last night, too late of course, the other person who had told me about it. I don't know, this is all very frustrating. To top it all off, I caught a nasty cold, so I can't even see straight. *sigh* life sucks, but shit happens. I'll get used to it. </rant> ------------------ quote: Originally posted by Tattered: Caseman's kewl, he sometimes makes good posts based on small observations.
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Dark-Angel99
Sexy Biatch Woman
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Posted on: Oct. 29 2001,18:10 |
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Seriously when you are out of high school more than half your friends now wont be your friends anymore. I say do whatever you have to do to get thourgh these horrible years.
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Vainness
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Posted on: Oct. 29 2001,18:19 |
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Aventari and i went our separate ways so now i post in this section. All i can say is i really wish u had been with some girls prior becuase you really don't even know. Your friends saw this, why couldn't you? Comon, your chick paid her way she paid for your way, she made you food when the rest of us were going out and i knew u had to study,i cleand ur dirty shower and toilet the dishes.. eeee gads, i emailed u, left u kind notes, i did everything in my heart that i knew was right, and you can throw it all away chalk it up to some shit that really i think could have been fixed i know u see otherwise i know, i feel bad that we were alike in so many ways that we couldn't get to see the other one as clearly as we'd have liked. Alike in the way we dealt with things. I feel bad that i had to constantly reassure u that it was ok to be in a relationship after u were so independent, and i feel bad that your defense mechansism render you incapable of dealing with your mom. You never new i read your speech on the day of her service u never knew how i cried about the pain u must of felt and how i could start crying just thinking about the words i read. You just could never understand the fucking HEART i put into this.All i wanted from you was some attention really, which you couldn't give me... The content of our relationship can't even begin to be discussed on a stupid post i could never convey to anyone how much u meant to me, and will always mean. I just don't have the capacity to do this again, i really opened up to you and u really fucked me over. I CAN'T DO anything but take the anger and sadness and swallow it and ignore it and just go on. (im pissed mad here so im sure when i read this a day from now im going to hate saying this shit and prolly take it down)This message has been edited by Vainness on October 31, 2001 at 06:39 AM
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caseman984
Local Wannabe H4X0R
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Posted on: Oct. 29 2001,21:03 |
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Vainness.. man... what happend? If you want someone to talk to, you can always talk to me on AIM (CasemanXP) or MSN (caseman984@msn.com). Take a little comfert in knowing your not the only one. Don't give up all hope. Talk to your friends, this is exactly the time that you need them the most. Give me a ring, I'm on most of the time. Nikita: I have to see her everyday at school, but hopefully that will change soon, my dad's talking to my counseler about changing my schedule, we just had exams, so it wouldn't be too hard. I have cut off all communication with her, I'm over it. ------------------
quote: Originally posted by Tattered: Caseman's kewl, he sometimes makes good posts based on small observations.
This message has been edited by caseman984 on October 30, 2001 at 04:05 PM
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