Kick people in the damn head? Those motherfuckingcocksuckingasslickinggotabsolutelynothingbettertodothenwastemytimeandlunchhoursotheycanfeelmoresuperiorwhentheyarent!so heres the thing. That tuition bill my parents "paid" well I actually had to go down to the office to pay it (which is across the street from where I work) but I got the Attorney General's office and that place is closed off like fucking fort knox during a nuclear war. So I call to have one of these bastards come out so that I can give them my money (which you would think they want)I wait 10 minutes finally someone shows up and shes a total bitch to me for like 2 minutes (hello please don't piss me off its monday and I am skipping my lunch for this shit). Now before I went down there I knew I was six bucks short so I asked her if I could write a check and if they would call over to University at Albany and have them release the hold on my account (so I can send my last transcript so that I can attend school) and she said "not if you give me a regular check I can't" and I said well I have cas..and before I got to finish she said "We dont take cash" so I said "what can I.." and before I got to finish she said "Well if you have cash you can go get a money order upstairs" and then proceeded to give me directions- so in high healed shoes and a skirt I go upstairs to get this 6 dollar money order done- which cost me an additional 90cents. Fine I come down to the AG's office again and this time a different woman is standing there with my file. And she says to me "Because interests ecrued on your account you owe us an additional 26 dollars" now its 1:30 and I have 15 minutes left for lunch. So now me again in highhealed shoes and skirt up the stairs to get a money order which cost me 90 (so now total I spend an additional 90cents because these people are so damn STUPID)- I pay them finally- I ask if there is anything else I owe and she hands me a piece of paper with a 7.58 bill from the university health center and a number to call the university Library.
Here is where the story gets really depressing. I have the 7.58 cents to pay the bill for the health center (and it was something I already knew about). I call the library- I cant imagine what I have outstanding there I didnt take any research classes last semester- I dont even remember going into the place. Fine I call and I ask her what the title of the book is that is missing and she gives me the name and I start to cry because I know who has the book- my exbf who I havent spoken to in about 4 months or so and I have been trying to contact him. So I ask her "How much to just pay for the book with the fines?" she says "fifty-eight dollars" I almost slit my wrists right then and there- I dont have an additional 58 bucks after the fucking AG's office just bled me dry and the health center, not to mention I owe a phone and cable bill---
So here is the real problem- I dont want to have to call his house because the chances are pretty good that I will end up leaving a message with his mother (who btw hates my fucking guts) and he more than likely will not call me. I don't know what to do. Ive written him several emails and tried various ways of contacting him without actually calling his house. Suggestions?
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L'absence est ŕ l'amour ce qu'est au feu le vent; Il éteint le petit, il allume le grand.
- Comte de Bussy- Rabutin
